I hate New Years. I get depressed on this day. Ah well, decided to write down my new year resolutions, and do a new year meme to feel a bit better

New Year Resolutions~

1. Continue trying out new vegan recipes to expand diet to a furth extent as well as practice my cooking skills

2. Save up for giant play pen with water proof bottom for my bunny to come and play in the living room while I am busy on tv without worrying about him wetting carpet

3. Lose some weight through healthy vegan diet

And HERE's my meme [I stole it from ~zara-bean]

1. What did you do in 2011 that you'd never done before?
I lost my first pet, and that was the first death I have ever watched and the first loved one I ever lost, this year
I also became Vegan this year which was new to me
And I baby sat for a first time

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
Don't remember it, but I have new resolutions, see aboce

3. How will you be spending New Year's Eve?
Being alone, missing Rascal. .3. I can't help it, this new years eve is reminding me of how this was the last year she was alive

4. Did anyone close to you die?
Yes, Rascal. She was my best friend..

5. What countries did you visit?
I stayed in Canada

6. What would you like to have in 2012 that you lacked in 2011?
Eh.. maybe a full year of having a boyfriend would be nice. But that's not going to happen because I am stubbornly waiting till he gets some sense knocked into him

7. What date from 2011 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
I belive it was March 15th 2011. The day Rascal died.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Uh, holding a baby sitting job

9. What was your biggest failure?
I don't really know, I'd say a lot of things, but others would say they weren't my fault

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Uhh, bad stomach flu and sprained knee, and that's all

11. What was the best thing you bought?
Er, I guess since I paid for him, Abstract, my new bunny. He's awesome

12. Where did most of your money go?
Christmas shopping and Abstract supplies and food shopping

13. What song will always remind you of 2011?
I dunno, something about losing someone

14. What do you wish you'd done more of?
I wish I spent more time with Rascal.

15. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Cry. I hate crying

16. What was your favorite TV program?
I don't watch TV.

17. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
I don't hate anyone

18. What was the best book you read?
I'm not sure, maybe Darkwing by Kenneth Oppel

19. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Uh, Owl City

20. What was your favorite film of this year?
Pirates of the Carribean? Harry Potter? Captian America? Rio? Rango? I can't decide!

21. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
Uh.. I was really depressed on my Birthday because it was my first birthday I spent without any bunnies in my house for a very very long time, just a week after Rascal died. Oh, it was my nineteenth birthday.

22. What kept you sane?
Erik.. mostly Erik, and my new bunny Abstract

23. Who did you miss?
Rascal.

24. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2011?
Deaths may be the one of the most heart breaking thing you'll ever face, but the hardest is admiting to yourself they're gone